Building things takes a lot of grit, especially when markets go crazy and that results in personal sacrifices. Most people (me included) only see the front-end product and never realize the personal financial risk, mental toll, or the complex logistics happening behind the scenes just to keep things moving.
It is completely valid to feel exhausted by that disconnect, but clearing out debt and finding resourceful ways to keep creating shows real commitment. Respect! Please, take things step by step and protect your own well-being. Rooting for you @acidyo and for a steady progress.
RE: Some weight off my shoulders