Started the day with tons of hopium when seeing the market pumping like popcorn and BTC close to $7,000 which honestly is not a big number, if you look to the left not more than a year, and we're less than two months before the halving.
Then got to witness STEEM dumping like hell after topping out at over 30 cents while I was having less than 30 liquid STEEM at hand to sell..., because I was a moron with long term thinking and haven't constantly powered down to have them liquid...
Now I have 100 STEEM but no exchange accepts it, because of the hardfork, and by the time I will get them there they will for sure be worth $10 or less...
Having almost 1000 STEEM to power down and knowing the time that I need to get them in liquid state I realize again what a moron I was for not constantly power down so I can OWN MY STEEM at any time, and not depend on a 13 weeks poerdown period that is complet bullshit.
Thinking about the current situation of Steem, and what awaits for it in the future, I am pretty sure that almost 1000 STEEM will buy me a bubble gum in three months from now and bubble gums weren't on my plans when I signed up for it.
Hive is now live, but I can't access my wallet, and even if I could, I can't do anything with these tokens. It will probably take a year till they will make any sense on the market so I kind of blogged for two years for nothing because they're just promises and STEEM is on a death spiral...
Moreover looking at the world economy, at my current finances, my perspective for the next six months or so and how deceiving this BTC halving looks like I regret immensely of not selling EVERYTHING in July 2019 when I could have taken PROFITS. Small but existent. Should I call myself a moron again?...
But you know what? I am part of world internet money movement, blogging on a decentralized blockchain platform that just got out of the womb and looks exactly like its mommy with slightly few differences, that are actually just under the hood, and I'm holding some sort of game points on a few wallets waiting for the 2017 bull market to come back again so I can cash out...
Meanwhile America injects trillions in its economy, most of the Europe pays its citizens to stay home and our president wishes us to stay healthy... I really need a haircut right now, because my brain stopped.
Thanks for attention,
Adrian