My first day of labor training was like my first day at school, there was fear and sadness. Only the first time I boarded away from sad parents had enveloped my feelings and was afraid something would happen later. Everything feels different since a week I was in this city, peaceful because here I have a friend, both at first but I don't know what the end will be like?
My name is Venezia and I'm only 17 years old. I went to junior high school that I did not expect, I entered the school also not because I wanted to, but because of the invitation of my friend who since junior high school I knew class 2 It's a school I really hate, if only I don't remember the parents who paid for my school I'd better not go there.
I live in a small town in East Java, I have a boyfriend who I did not expect to be my girlfriend. Many of my friends are asking, why don't I just cut off my relationship, sooo I also don't wish him to be my girlfriend. But on the other hand, I still have a contract dating him. It sounds strange, like an office business has a contract, but indeed I think it's a business, this is where I get money.
At first I knew him when I went to a place, when there was an exhibition of photographs taken at my favorite school, I joined. When I want to take a picture of a lake from a boulder he comes next to me and startles me.
"Hi little girl, my name is Arnotts?" he greeted me.
"Astagfirullah", gubraaakkk, I fell under the stone.
I got up and approached him who had been laughing at me.
"Hey you, what is your name, polite or not? luckily I just fell, if only I had a heart attack you want to be responsible, you are crazy ... you crazy guy "I got angry while cursing him.
"Hey girl, how fussy are you, you fussy girl, you crazy!"
"You say I'm crazy, you've surprised me, you've made me fall and now you say I'm crazy. You crazy guy ".
"Heh heh heh, where are you going".
"Go home" I said simply
He caught up with me and pulled my hand away, I threw away his pull and I accidentally dropped his camera from the hill.
"Oh my god" I tried to run away, but he took my hand and then he took me away to look for the camera belonging to Arnotts.
"Hey what's your name, where do you want to take me?"
"Shut up you crazy girl ..."
He looks angry at me.
"Hey, why did you bring me here?"
"You find my camera until it can, in a damaged condition or can still be used".
"You're crazy ..." he interrupted me
"take it or leave it?" he looked at me sharply.
"Yes", I obey his will, rather than I have to replace the camera. Sooo I don't have money to replace.
"Crazy girl, call me arnotts if you've found it. And what is your name? "
"Venezia ..."
"Beautiful name ... I hope you find it fast".
A few hours later…
Arnotts finally caught up with Venezia, because Venezia didn't come.
"Venezia, where are you?" arnotts shouted loudly and there was a voice of Venezia crying.
"Hey, Venezia, why you?"
"Don't see what, I fell?"
"Yes, look at it, but how can it fall?"
"Slipped",
"Yes, let me carry you"
"No need, I can walk by myself"
"Well let's go, we'll search again!"
"Whoa ?, I can't walk".
"You stubborn, here" while trying to carry Venezia
"Where are we going ?" venezia asked
"Look for the missing cave camera".
"You're so desperate"
"It's a virtual camera."
"your lover?"
"It's not anymore",
"Why?"
"he was dead".
"Oh, sorry. I do not know"
"it's okay"
"Setoppp ...!"
"Auuu, what the heck are you".
"That's your camera. Let me down ".
Venice she just blows away
"You're crazy, you know".
"Ehhh shut you up, this is my camera broken because of you".
"Sorry, you are also mengagetin me"
"You have to change ..."
"I don't have money ...!"
"Okay, you have to want to be my girlfriend for 40 days".
"What? Is there no other way? "
"Choose what you follow the word cave".
"Okay ... okay, I'll be your girlfriend for 40 days".
And since that day Saturday afternoon, we want a Saturday night ... my day is never quiet because we are always together and we always fight, we rarely peaceful. It's just that we are at peace when we go home together, and maybe when we are at an event together.
On the 5th day we dated I went out with him, initially shut up but there wasn't a minute to fight anymore, then got along and when I was angry he bowed and gave flowers to the cave, yes even though the flowers withered just found it earlier but this was still so sweet for me.
Day 6 and onwards we walk every night, yes not far from home Just looking for wind and stop by roasted corn stalls to buy his favorite corn, and sometimes stop by my favorite dumplings, and that we do almost every night,
The weekend has arrived and it's just right for the 15 days we dated, maybe it's still far from my expectation to be able to escape from him but I feel happy just happy, I don't feel sad to date him, instead I feel my days are beautiful since when he came. It's just that my heart can't accept it, I can't love it even if I love it I might throw it away, I know it's just our game and it's not really true ... I hope God wants to keep him away from my life forever ...
This weekend I went with him to a place, you could say the hill or whatever, for sure it was really high and there wasn't a tree like a shadow of a cave, only grass and stones as our friends. In that place he said
"I feel like we will separate, who knows when I don't know ..."
"What do you mean?" I'm confused by his words ...
"One day you will know for yourself and you will feel it, and before it's too late I want to talk to you. I really love you, it feels like since we were dating. In the beginning, we found I felt that you suited me, we had the same hobby and you were funny ... I like you ".
"I'm confused",
"You don't need to be confused, you don't need to love me, because later you will be hurt when I leave your life. You only need to make 40 days together with me, it feels beautiful and you won't forget it ”.
"Alright I'll make you unable to leave me and won't be able to forget me." I smiled broadly, breaking the silence between us.
That night I was happy, I was hugged under the moon and stars. Not forgetting our favorite foods, corn and dumplings ... he laughed freely as if there were no burdens in his mind and as if nothing he felt.
At 10:00 p.m, I looked on his cellphone. We rush home on foot. The city at that time was not too quiet, people were still walking and motorbikes were passing on the streets. I stopped at arnotts favorite corn stall to buy grilled corn,
"Come home arnotts, it's quiet"
"Yes, dear…"
Half an hour drive finally we arrived at my house, he immediately took his motorcycle and went home. I went to wash my hands, face and sleep.
The next day arnotts gave me a surprise, he gave chocolates and dolls on my desk, and a memo containing "I love you Venezia, Greetings dear Arnotts"
Arnotts my second girlfriend and boyfriend without me expecting it but he makes me happy and happy.
Day 30 after school he invited me to the beach, at that time we came home at 4 because there were special lessons so go home late in the afternoon ... at the beach we see the sun that will soon set. I was very happy plus very sad, happy to see the sun with him ... and I was sad, because in 10 days we broke up, and glad he said "we will never break up"
Day 35 I went sailing with him, maybe this is my prayer and hope first by paper boat. I want to be in the middle of the ocean with him, someone who will accompany me until I am old and no more. On the boat he said "there will be a time of separation for us later"
Time continued until the 39th day arrived, one day goodbye for us, I do not know what he meant when he used to be on the boat, for sure I do not want to lose him.
And tonight he went to my cave house, we talked together in the front garden of the house.
"Pill (unfortunately call me to the cave) if later I'm not next to you, do you want to forget me?"
"What are you talking about, art?" My dear call to him
"We don't know what will happen tomorrow",
"I don't want to be separated from you, art ..."
"You do not be sad dear, I do not want to see you crying tonight".
"I'm starting to love you art",
The atmosphere became quiet, he suddenly broke the atmosphere.
"Hahahahha, yes it works ... you love me, right?"
"So you are trapping me, ahhhh you're bad ... art I'm angry".
"Yes, yes, I'm sorry dear ..."
After that the atmosphere was no longer quiet ... until finally he came home! I feel bad he left but I threw away that feeling and I entered the room then sent an SMS to him
"It's just that you know, I really love you and you know I can't lose you dear ..."
Then I sleep ...
Tomorrow I open my cellphone with no text or miss call from Arnott. I'm confused what to do. I texted there was no reply and I called the phone was not picked up. I went to school with a frown.
I have not yet got a motorcycle on a call ... I saw it turns out that arnotts, I immediately picked up and heard from there, it was not arnotts. I'm confused and I haven't had time to ask him to say ...
"Arnotts in the hospital", I did not answer and I immediately went to the hospital in question.
There I saw the arnotts family and I was dragging along, I approached and asked "what's wrong?"
"On the way Asthma Arnotts recurs and he crashes into a tree", I almost unconsciously heard it. I entered to see arnotts already lying helpless.
I whispered the word love in his ear, he cried, I saw him, I whispered one more time and he moved his finger but a few seconds later his heart detection machine rang, tut tut tut tut ... I called the doctor.
From outside I saw the doctor doing an RJP, then the engine went off ... tuuuuuuuuttt ... last and then stopped.
I cried uncontrollably, the doctor came out and said arnotts died of an asthma attack not because of an accident.
In the afternoon I participated in the funeral, I could not hold back my tears ... and I remember when he said "pills (unfortunately call to the cave) if later I'm not there beside you, do you want to forget me?"
Turns out he really went, he left me here ... I'm sick you go art ... I love you ... arnotts
We will never know what will happen tomorrow, and don't make your day bad because we don't know tomorrow we are still alive or not
