My pleasure and I meant every word, you have to have a goal to begin with and then form a strategy on how to get there, you would be surprised how manageable it might be if you write it down and break into smaller steps and then make a start. With many projects and ambitions in life the hardest thing is beginning as the task at hand seems insurmountable, but start we must, now go get it. To start with grab a pen and actually write down what it is you want to achieve and then write down what is stopping you, be it financial, family whatever.