Those midnight talks keep me alive. Those smiles over the phone give me hope to continue living. Life might be hopeless some days but a day with you shows how worth it is to continue living. I have a reason to stay alive. There is always a prayer from me to reach midnight. Not for the sleep but for the melody of your amazing angelic voice. Nyeni Nyeli.
My sense of touch seems defective. Your hands on me make me feel that’s how my skin should be. A day without your touch makes my skin itch. You have become a part of me because anything I touch without you can’t be felt. Is this how every love is or is it how we have lived and loved each other that makes us inseparable?
In the time-space of reality. I can wish for a coma. Coma that will keep be with you. Coma that will keep you alive in my thoughts till the end of time. In that we won’t grow old, we will live as we are and get the best of the life, we ever wished for sleeping. It might be a risk but being with you in there is a risk I’m willing to take.
People talk about bad days. I only hear but haven’t felt one since meeting you. Your contiguous smile makes me happy anytime I glance at you. Your walking is that remedy for my sleepless nights. Your laughter evaporates all my sorrows. I must say you are the substances that dilute my sorrows. Alhamdulillah, I found you.
I thought I was alive from the day I was born. But I realized I started living the day I met you. That was the name I felt the texture of the wind. The wind that blows with courage and love in it. That day I felt the grace Allah promised. Pag dede.
Is this how love is? Is this how peaceful everyone’s love is? I wonder if it's this amazing to have someone to love. A heart to always come home to. A partner to always think about. Is this how love has always been or I am that lucky to get this amazing creature to give me the best? Eternity wasn’t something I wanted. But a day with her showed me I haven’t even gotten a bit of what I should live for. Eternity is now a prayer that I hope we will walk to the end of time as our love will be hope for future generations.
