I think, this is the deepest level of sacrifice from a father to his child.
Sacrifice becomes the best happiness as well as the pinnacle of happiness for those who sacrifice, no matter what their own circumstances are.
If Smallsteps reads it one day, she will be proud, grateful and grateful that she has a father who has sacrificed for her happiness regardless of your own limitations.
Imagining that happening, has also become happy. You prepare everything early before it's too late. She will read it at a later time.
Do you feel like you have to prepare something before "going"? We all have hope, that hope is what drives us.
May you always be healthy and free from deep worries, Sir!