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I guess when one has a tough choice, you can make a pro/con list to help with the decision, then make the choice and give it aa little time to see if it works out.
To get ready for future choices, its good to have as much resources as possible. Learn new things which can help you in the future. Hive is a great place to learn about new things! :)
Also don't be afraid to ask friends for help. They may not always be able to assist but you won't know until you ask.
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