Alright. But it's probably gonna be lengthy. I got this really good kush. Really really really really good. You know you can't get kush in Europe? Not possible. You're lucky to get a hybrid. Anywho..
I did it twice, marriage, remember? The first one lasted 11 months, I was 25, just seemed like the right thing to do--it wasn't. Fast forward nearly two decades ⏭.
I was single that whole time so I might have a vague idea what you're thinking. Never even considered it again, wasn't in the cards. I'd even say to buddies: 'If you see me getting married again, get something big, big enough to take me down, it better be big. And hit me with it cuz I'm obviously not in my right mind'.
But @coloneljethro, when you do meet her.. Man it's a whole new level of happiness that you didn't know was possible and you're confident you won't reach it until you take it to the next level. And when you and her, whoever (if ever) she may be both can understand what I just said in this paragraph, it's not only a comfortable place to be but life is easier. Everything just gets easier.