There is no worse torture than fighting with one's own feelings. Locking them in your heart, you risk breaking it. They will be torn to the will, and not having got out, will carry your soul to shreds. To say that it is painful to restrain one's love is to say nothing. When the mouth is silent, your wounded heart screams. If you do not give love of will - this does not mean that its flame goes out, its fire will just burn you from the inside.