Now I understand it all
I wasn't so easy to break out of I had just lost someone dear to me Someone we both shared... And I practically lost myself too
All that love
All that build up of emotions I had ideally developed for my lost gem; I decided to project them on you because you were the closest thing I had to my loss... I really shouldn't have done that but I couldn't help it
I needed someone to love again, I needed to heal
I needed to get over my grief
I needed to find solace...in you But you were my menace instead
You ripped me apart cause I was vulnerable You ripped me cause I let myself believe you could love me
Biggest lie I have ever told myself...