Today is one of those days when, you know... you have no motivation for anything and you are completely down.
Oh, I have a lot of work to do right now.
I've always had a lot of work to do.
I've always been so busy.
Too busy.
I have always been focused, focused on achieving certain things.
I have never been out of work.
I always had to do something, chase something that, you know, I could never achieve.
My parents taught me that.
And they did not give me a moment of peace in my life so far, aimed at achieving various things.
Depriving me of simple pleasures in life such as just sitting, relaxing, enjoying the sun, looking at the flower,
noticing how life around me just flows,
no matter how fast I am running
and no matter how unhappy I am.
People around me achieve everything with ease, and I struggle and do not give myself a moment of peace.
Yet life is a moment.
You are here today and you are gone tomorrow.
It doesn't matter if you fight or enjoy the flowers.
....
Today is just one of those days...
when I don't want to remember that life has no purpose.
Cheers