It has been almost one week since I have been Laid Off from my work, and to tell you the truth, I think this is exactly what I needed.
I have finally had the chance and time to relax, rest, organize my house again and slow down a bit and concentrate on the important things in my life.
When I was working, I was not able to think and concentrate on what is really important in my life and what I wanted to do with my life. I had no time to read, I had no time for anything because it was just working, coming home to cook, clean, prepare for the next day, and going to sleep late since there is just not enough time in a day to do everything. And every day was the same, with no time at all to be me or to do what I like to do or what is important to me.
That is how the system works. It does not let you think or let you educate yourself and you can't just slow down and take care of yourself and your loved ones. At least that is how it was for me since I really put 100% into everything I do and it seems like I can't find the balance between my work and housework, and when I do, it just drains me completely because I push myself to the limit and then I just can't even think anymore by the end of the day.
Since last week, I finally could catch up on my sleep and clean the house and finally organize all my paperwork, which was due for over a year.
I feel so rested and my mind feels so clear now and I'm getting my energy and enthusiasm back again.
I feel like a new person now. It really feels good to finally organize my house and start baking and cooking new dishes and researching and learning new things that are important in my life.
I finally have more time to spend here on Hive, which was driving me crazy because, with work, it was the last thing I wanted to do is sit on the phone or the laptop and my mind was just beat.
I don't know what is going to happen next, but for now, I am really enjoying and renewing my mind and soul. I have not even started to look for another job yet, but probably will start this week, or maybe I will try doing something else.
I am just so happy that at least I got to organize my life a little bit because it was really starting to drain me and now that my mind a clearer, I can be so much more productive and happy and ready for what is coming next in my life.
Hope you are all doing great, my friends and stay blessed.
Love @joalvarez
God Bless!
