weakness setting in. the thoughts are getting more predominant.
I now don't sleep more than 2 hrs, as, as soon as I lay down,
the thoughts start to creep back in.
today was almost the day.
the end.
to silence the voices that tell me ill never do anything useful.
those voices that make me want to die.
they are the voices of the step-parent. the one that made me feel like I should just quit.
if i cant do it ( take my own life ) am i weak? or strong?