I have not seen my parents in the same room without fighting in over 3 years. Today my father in his rage, while storming out the door told me him and my mom are getting a divorce. I have known it was coming but I did not ever expect it to happen.
My sister is over at the neighbors house, what if she goes with my mom and I go with my dad? She has been like my mother for as long as I can remember. I can deal without my parents but without my sister, I don't know.....
I don't have anyone that I can talk to and therapy would just be another cost added to living. I guess I am just using this as a way to vent my frustration. I am now in a situation where I have no idea what life is going to bring me and it is scary.
I am guessing my dad is back at the bar drinking, Same place he has been my whole life. My mom is locked in her room and the bottle of jack isn't in the pantry so I wont be seeing her till tomorrow.
Time to grab my book and my keyboard and write something that will mean nothing.
Life
Is there anything that I can do about this or should I just ride the waves of life?
I don't want to continue the cycle of teenage lust ending in divorce but feel that is what I'm doomed to do just like everyone else.