August, 2015

2015-08-22 - Saturday - Will Blocked Will: I wrote in my blog that Adam Duane Wills blocked me on Facebook. I met Adam at my first college, the New York Word Of Life Bible Institute (WOLBI), back in 2004. We talked Oatmeal and about L4OJ. But eleven years later, Adam blocked me. Why? Was I too active on Facebook? Was I adding too many people to Facebook groups, pages, profiles, accounts, events, videos, pictures, posts, comments, etc? Was I too loud? Was I too demanding? Yes, probably, according to many people, subjectively speaking, that was always the perception, it would seem. That was generally the reputation, the first impression, the cover to my social book. Emotionally, I was sad. I understand why people blocked me. The moral of the story is perspective. If you want to do what I did, then first consider the consequences. I've made justifications for my actions. I've always felt too busy and too late. I was always feeling like it was now or never. I had all of the projects, videos, books, memes, conversations, activism, and many different things, that I wanted to start, that I wanted to continue promoting. I was like Robin Williams with all of his jokes, all of the thinking, with being all over the place. Except with me, I'm not as funny as Robin. And Robin got a lot of things done. With me, during my life, I appeared foolish because it was like I was not committed to anything. I'm still trying to learn how to choose my battles. It can be tough because I want to do everything. But I can come across as a clown, a chicken with no head, as Burnt Oatmeal, as the Ugly Monkey.

Getting Out Of Woods?

If I were to go back in time, I would try to reduce my Facebook Activities. I would try to explain what I was doing more and publish finished products as opposed to pre-releasing rough drafts. On one hand, I'm sad when Adam and others block me or whatever that they may do or not do. On the other hand, I'm also sad with myself. So, I do try to change how I do things. I'm still all over the place in 2018. I'm still pretty crazy, but I do try to minimize it. I try to pick my battles more. I try to consolidate and organize my projects more now. Adam posted about the caravan. He said that if you complain about it, then don't celebrate Thanksgiving. So, Adam might be an NPC. Because the UN, Soros, and others has been funding caravans all over Europe for decades and now in America. They've been invading, divide and conquer. That is part of the reason to how the Roman Empire fell according to @Stefan.Molyneux who recently did a documentary that was published on YouTube today about the 100 year anniversary of Poland from the USSR which was not Russia. I repeat, the USSR is not the same or should not be the same as Russia. I love nationalism. I love borders. If we want to have compassion, then why not be it with the people already in your local communities, in your own country? Why let people in that burn our flags, that chant death to America, that refuse help from Mexico and other countries whom offered to help the migrants?