This Is the first of a week long series about my suicidal thoughts and plans, not looking for any sympathy for these posts, im merely posting them as therapy because i have nobody to talk to, im not expecting anyone to real them. Im planning on committing suicide next week Friday.
Life is so mesdup, we dont choose to be put in this world firstly, were just put here and then only to find out that cards are not dealt the same, some people have it easier then others, some people have it setup for them to live a great life and be happy while others are setup for pain, this is really unfair and has caused me to be an atheist and to look at life differently.
I think writing this post made the pain 10X worse, im planning to commit suicide, i just dont want my loved ones to suffer in my absence, you might call me a coward and judge me, you might say im taking the easy way out but walk a week in my shoes and then judge me after.
