I promise you the feeling of joy and accomplishment you have when you make your speech will make it well worth it.
First came a great relief. 😄 Then, when I calmed down, I replayed it in my head, realized how much I've missed, and I was disappointed about myself. And then, people came and told me what it made them feel, and it meams that my main goal is achieved.
I can imagine how did you feel when you got sick before your presenting, all the more when had to remake it at the last moment. But your right, after years it will make me smile.
Thank you!