I've somehow come across your account before you came back and thought, "What an interesting person!"
Then, I came across you again when you joined the FC Community, and subsequently saw this. It's really unfortunate. I'll be doing my best to fight against abusive downvoting, and to bring positivity to Hive, but I'm still just a little guy within the bigger system. When we use our power together, we can overcome!
I hope that you'll someday come back to post and things will be better. It's clear that quite a few people would welcome you back with warmth and open arms.
Edit: also worth mentioning, thanks to seeing your post with your mom's artwork, she came to life in my eyes in a beautiful way. What a talent!