You are so right and yes, with time it will become easier, but I dread the thought of getting another dog and having to go through the whole dying episode again. You are a tough guy with regards to the cats and you obviously enjoy them.

A lovely photo and at least you got those yellow flowers clear. Oh! And there are even some white ones.
Pity that you didn't come closer as maybe the swan or a turtle was hiding behind the grass 🤣 !LOLZ

Cheers and thanks.