Often our brain responds in an enigmatic manner; even though I try to reveal certain things, my brain retards me again & again. I get restless sometimes, looking for some way out, which makes me myopic and twists my soul into a nomad. I consider myself to be nothing more than a white elephant, a useless fellow with no vision, and I beg God to help me get out of this hellish existence. It's unlikely that a demon keeps hiding inside me, leading me to feel depressed in my brain. A dark horse drew my brain and took all of my enlightenment energy, tossing me into the abyss.
What am I supposed to do? I'm slowly sinking into a perpetual funk; I close my eyes when I open my eyes saw a grandiose land with an uncountable number of little flames, all of which are dead bodies burning all over. I'm terrified; my whole body is trembling, and I'm wondering if I'm in hell. My eyes fell upon a grave where a small girl was crying; she had a reddish pair of eyes like a burning fire. I went near that girl, she was frightened & halfhearted. I asked her what happened here? Whose grave is this? She didn't say a single word, rather looked at me then relentlessly staring at the fire.
I couldn't figure out whether she couldn't talk or whether she was doing it on purpose. Her outlandish behavior aggravated me, but I didn't give up, so I touched her shoulder & told her that she didn't have to be afraid of me. She looked at me and screamed! It was unbearable for me, so I put both of my hands on my ear, hoping she'd stop after a while. She didn't pause at all; instead, she's getting louder and louder. I got down on my knee & pondered myself to somehow get away from that place.
I had no clue how long I had been there with my hands on my ears. Suddenly, the whole silence was deafening, and the little girl who had been crying in front of me was no longer there. What in the hell was that? For the time being, I was terrified. It took a while for me to get back to normal. I sought once more to look out for someone who could help me get out of that horrible place. At that time, I said, "Are you happy now? look how brutal you are; you slaughtered all those people; you are a devil who just has a bloodbath of innocent people's blood." Yet I couldn't figure out where the voice was coming from. I looked everywhere, but no one was there.
I could sense the voice come really close to me, so I came to a halt and heard the same voice again, this time it was laughing at me, so I closed my eyes and listened closely, and it was coming from me. I realized it was the devil inside me that had been speaking to me the whole time. I asked the demon to go away, but it was laughing loudly at me. Then I prayed to God to save me or to provide me the panacea to get rid of this demon. cring! cring! cring! cring! cring I awoke in my bed to the sound of my alarm clock and saw nothing. It was a fucking nightmare.