Worst Fears

Thinking about the worst fears I might have in my life got me scared at first and now I pray they don't happen to me because I don't think I can ever survive except God intervenes. I am scared of a lot of things as a person and so I try in my possible ways to stay away from what might draw me to these things.

The first and worst fear I have in this life is going broke, abject poverty. I pray I never get to this point to say I am broke , that I can't provide basic things I and my family needs , just having the thoughts on this gives me the chills. How would it be when my kids come running to me everytime saying "mom I want to eat this and I want that" and I as a mom everytime keep telling them "I don't have money" I forbid such for myself and family. This is the worst thing that could happen to anybody and I don't even want to think of it.

Poverty is a state of mind that can tear families apart. I want to make sure my children never experience that, so I must work hard to provide for them and ensure their future. I must strive to give them the best life I can.

I don't want them to ever experience it and that is why I am doing all my possible best to make sure every thing they need is provided for and also I am trying to secure their future by making myself a better parent in the sense that I am doing all it takes to have them be at the top. Which is one of the reasons I am going to school now to ensure that I can work in the nearest future with my certificate and then with this I can make sure they are provided for.

Another fear I have is dying or losing my family. I wake up every morning with a prayer for safety for every member of my family. While I know death is inevitable, I always pray for all of us to grow old together, trusting that God will continue to protect us. It is only by God's grace and mercy that we are alive and breathing and so prayer is the key to achieving this long life that I pray for from God and also doing the right things in life. I am grateful for the gift of life and the time I get to spend with my family and I am doing my best to make the most of it. I am also thankful for the many blessings that God has bestowed upon us. Living a life of faith and gratitude helps me show my appreciation for them.

It is normal to be sacred, as this is what I felt when my cousin died it still feels so unreal when I think about it. Sometimes I see her in my dreams and I am happy but when I was up there is this emptiness that says it all that she is gone and no more in this world, though everyone has moved on but the hole that her death brought in the family still isn't covered and I know it can't be covered.

These are my worst fears and I say again, I pray I never get to experience them and even my coming generation.

This is my response to the hive ghana prompt

Anderson Rian

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