Of all the art you've posted, I think has to be my favourite. I don't know if I understand it right, or just that I understand how my brain interprets it but... wow.
I always do my absolute best work when I'm in the darkest places, I guess everyone has a different mechanism to crawl out of the black hole. So I rally hope things do get 97% better and fast - you're one of the good guys and deserve to have good stuff happen to you 😀