Great intro bro and hope all your wishes come true one day. And korean girls love white males at least in America, but I'm sure in Korea also. Best way into a lot of people's heart is by making them laugh.
Also I noticed depression being a real trend especially in gamers, and I myself am faced with this quite often at various points in my life. It does a world of help to find something meaningful to do and just overall finding tasks/things to do that drive your interest.