It must be a lot to hold in, Grin. The pain, the inability to be understood, and all. I get you. It is just like a baby who can't speak yet but more like an adult baby who has a lot to do but can not work. It is frustrating, I know.
However, I am glad you met someone who understands you, and now, you are working on yourself, your mood, and all. Some things in life just can't be explained or fought with. We just have to understand and find our way through it all.
This is why I smiled with tears glistened eyes when I saw this;
I also discovered a renewed desire to spread joy, as it seems to be the most effective medicine...
I am proud of you, my Grinnest Grin. Keep the joy alive in your heart. You are super strong and beautiful 😍.
RE: Life with Chronic Illness