I know it hurts you too
I know it's such a pain
The bond, the connection we made
Now it's numb not to be reminded
To lessen the pain
I try it too
But I wake up at night from longing
It comes from heart, from soul, from deep inside
A scream that is silent, but loud
You chose to shut down
But I know your soul
How it spoke to me with tenderness
Now it's covered under layers of protection
Not to get hurt again
Not to feel again
(January 2019, Diana Maria)