Here I am, laying by the phone
All my mind, hoping you'll call
I hear the silence, it's lonely without you home.
But can I try to let my ego fall?
The emptiness is heavier than I thought.
The weakness is stronger than I fought
The pain is costlier than I bought.
This is not the peace I sought.
If only I could smell the savoury scent of your skin
If only I could taste the blandness of your lips
If only I could feel the smooth sensation of your touch.
Then maybe I'll ease this pain within.