I need to see my teacher
Who taught me in shadow
And left me in sorrow
Now, the girl has grown
Saying nothing when i know all
Too late to relearn a lot
Who else understands my grief?
All my friends do is feign it
But never relent in hauling at me
Oh! My heart is dugged deeper than grave
The beauty in me is pained
All my life i observe
Looking steadily like a mud
How empty i sound when i speak
Am consoled for being a beauty
But million tears i shed in secret
The dumbness has so long lasted
I need to see my teacher
Who taught me in shadow
And left me in sorrow
Am left with a hole in my heart
Only if i could become a child
I will make things myself.