She was not a winner, nor could she be considered a loser, she may have been depressed but no one would notice, not even she could afford to consider it. Seen from the outside, she had just stopped competing, you can't win or lose under those conditions. What she did do slowly, almost imperceptibly, was to move away from the competitors and their competitions, healthy, absurd or violent, it didn't matter, she had found a new concept to fall in love with: to cooperate.

Ella no era una ganadora, tampoco podría considerarse una perdedora, quizá estaba deprimida pero nadie lo notaría, ni siquiera ella podía darse el lujo de considerarlo. Visto de afuera solo había dejado de competir, no se puede ganar ni perder bajo esas condiciones. Lo que si fue haciendo lentamente, casi de forma imperceptible fue alejarse de los competidores y sus competencias, sanas, absurdas o violentas daba igual, habia encontrado un nuevo concepto del que enamorarse: cooperar.

Thanks to @mariannewest @freewritehouse and @latino.romano