In the Middle of this Dream...

I couldn’t hold up sometimes when I wanted to stop dreaming
I couldn’t hold up sometimes when I needed to stop thinking
I couldn’t hold up sometimes when I wanted things to be over
I couldn’t hold up sometimes when I needed to be better than goodbye…

Quietly I felt like I was in the middle of everything else
Quietly I felt like I was going just for the sake of survival and waking up
Quietly I felt like I was just holding for the sake of waiting and staying
Quietly I felt like I was doing something wrong even with the right reasons…

If only I could wake up instantly and stay awake from everything inconstant
If only I could wake up dreaming and obsessing with this unconditional dream
If only I could wake up and stay away from uncontrollable goals and finding the truest
If only I could wake up from all of the years after all the hardships and challenges that came by…

I just miss being brave and loving the risk to take right before days I started
I just miss being able to identify what I want and what I don’t need right now
I just miss being awake from all of the things that I want to do without denial
I just miss real life I can easily control and I can solve it easily just by counting the days that pass by…

Watchwords:
Right before days, I started
Awake from everything inconstant
Needed to be better than goodbye
Wrong even with the right reasons

Here is Tikatarot, who dares you to answer the question, “Who am I?”..

As and will always be reminding you to dream:
“As you are still the Master of your destiny and the maker of your dreams…”

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