You are welcome - I had some spelling errors in my last reply as i wrote it on a phone and was distracted - I have corrected them now.
Yes, the victim/perpetrator relationship is essential to understand. The sources of information that I use for healing go further than just connecting the victim and perpetrator in that they identify a specific hidden and denied mechanism that draws reflections to us of our own inner state. We can unwittingly victimise ourselves internally with unloving thoughts which control our real emotions and that thus then create internal disharmony. Since we are attracting/drawing reflections of ourselves in physical reality, we then draw reflections of this internal violence that we have been perpetrating against ourselves and then we get caught up in externalised victimisation and physical acting out of ever growing imbalance. It's a big subject to explore and understand.
people that looked like me were put in a Zoo
Oh ok, I didn't know there were human zoos! I'm not sure exactly what you mean, but I can see in your photos that you wore a mask before it was 'cool'.
Yes, conditioning is at the core of our challenges and in turn we have resistance to addressing conditioning and clearing it in needed ways. Conditioning prevents free will, evolution and exploration - so it is likely that the limited travel that many people have experienced is caused by their conditioning and not so much the other way around. Unconditional acceptance of emotional movement in a loving way, in private if necessary, is the missing piece of the puzzle for clearing conditioning and for increasing loving enlightenment.
If you examine and feel closely, you will notice that all of the destruction and limiting conditioning, has involvement with a lack of heart and also control of emotionality.
I am glad to meet you - you are clearly more aware and balanced than most :)