I'm probably not dying tomorrow
Now that I'm covering all my basic needs from my income, it's getting really hard to hit that withdraw button. Every time crypto earnings reveal themselves, I automatically look for the closest thing to invest/reinvest. It's actually bothering me, because I need to start paying the person who has lent me money to invest in Axie. I've borrowed from them so that I wouldn't need to sell all my Splinterlands cards.
It's not like I haven't grown. Not a billionaire quite yet, but I do hold 1500 INDEX, 80k SPT and ~1500 POB on hive-engine, ~2k USD in Splinterlands cards along with ~12 active accounts, 10k+ fans on Rising Stars and ~1k USD in Axie Infinity. Creating content also earns me more than I hoped for.
Maybe growth and success' addiction is getting to me. All I want to achieve during this year and the next is earning enough money to guarantee my beloved one's health and security - which are quite expensive - while still maintaining room to grow. But everything in excess is dangerous, so weirdly enough, I have to focus on withdrawing for the next 2 months, so everything stays where it's supposed to be.
Did you know? Revising my workflow has made it so much better, I only take around three hours to complete my entire daily work routine. Somehow, I still end up working for five to extra hours anyway. Is this what they call being a workaholic? That's not healthy, I don't want that. My greatest fear is eventually thinking I have it all figured out, which is never ever true for anyone, ever.
PS: Instead of withdrawing, I've ended up buying another 7 azmare dice in Splinterlands today... Ugh. This is usually good. But not for now! I have shake it off. D:
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