Hey, folks!!
On days like that you feel that material stuff are such unimportant and minor. Bad news is that your credit doesn't vanish and mortgage doesn't pay for itself.
Today I look at these shots, and they are full of color for me. Full of light, warmth, and friendship. All the things that is so badly needed on this very day. My sweetie, my dear daughter is so far and I can't hold her in my arms. And no friends. I am one-on-one with a suddent news about me, that is not good. I need to make tests to find out how bad is it. I've been taking care about my mother during almost a year, this was my main concern, and I put on ice care about my owm health. That was so silly. Everything sounds silly now to me. I am just too confused.
The funny thing is that everything that can relieve stresss is banned. Gym, any workload, bath or.hot shower, even sex and alcohol. Crap. But Im not gonna give up. Im gonna fight. Tomorrow is another day.
This is probably one reason why I am here on Hive (initially Steem) and why I will be here. Because of you, my unvisible friends, who are somewhere behind the screen. I donno how.many are you, but you read me, and support, and give me a kick. Sometimes I need a pause, but I am always back.
Take care about yourself. I mean it! Do it for your loved once if not for yourself. If you feel good and happy, share it with people ๐งก Everything you share will only multiply
Stay warm and safe!
xoxo