Being emotional for many reason balancing the situation as a mother, a friend , a sister or whatever relationship as a family members. I was in the midst of trouble in my heart and mind but I am so proud that I surpassed those feelings that bothered me. Instead of thinking negatively, I moved it with positive thought that inspired me to do such beautiful mindset moving forward. Tears all the time to ease the pain and relax my heart when tears went down in my face. Only prayers made me strong believing the reality and my faith.
I visited my friends, 4 Filipina in my madam's sister. I grabbed me into her room and gave me money. Another sister of madam, the eldest one gave me too. Mama Haja gave money I sent to Indonesia get 9 years in service, their maid before but until now I am sending money to my Indinesian friend from her previous boss.
All the time they gave me too but this time the amount is too small compared to the previous years. But still I am grateful.
The busy days if Ramadan paid off not only for me but my old friends before who are already for good receive gift from here. They are all worried if I will go home, no one to follow up in behalf on their part. I noticed myself have so many purposes why I am still living here. Those friends before decade ago had contact to me so I could relate their life to their employer before.
Saturday Update
After Whitey was gone, I have Spotty then Spotty was also gone away. Only Blacky replace the disappearance of them all. I take good care of Blacky and she become close to me. Before,she was so harst. She bites my foot many times but now she is good. Then, she gave birth to 5 new kittens, I didn't tell my boss that there are 5 kittens under the plant, hiding from my boss 😊☺☺.
I have no other food to give so I offer her a lot of bread so she could nurse her 5 kittens. At dawn, I bought fried chicken and gave some part on it.
We arw fasting but I dont like the cat have notning to eat and so the birds, before the sunrise, I give them seeds and water in the window.
My tiny birds.
That's all for today! Thank you @asean.hive, @hiveph and everyone who supported me all the time.