RE: Ladies of Hive Community Contest #142 - Insecurities of Life

I thought it was only me that had this contrasting feeling in regards to family. I really crave independence and freedom but I also can't just not be around my family. I feel a sense of belonging with them and will be terrified to lose it when I decide to disappear and be on my own. For me, I hang on the sense of duty and leave the inner yearnings on the background for the time being.