Honestly, I am a strick woman especially to my children and I want them to be educated and being a responsible member in the community. Everytime when I suffered stress and depressed, my Husband will talked to me of what's being happen to me? And why I always shouting and felt of being madness.
For my Husband, it is easily to say to Calm Down because He is not in the positions and situations I'm in. Others will also talked to me to control myself, control my madness and fight my depression and stress but this is not easy to handled and take it. My Strong voice and shouting to my kids sometimes makes a misunderstood or misunderstanding to my Husband. Deep in My heart, And in myself I really suffered stress and depression. Sometimes, I felt sad about of my husband's misunderstanding to me but I will keep myself calm and have a peace of mind. I don't want to add this kind of problems to myself.
Despite of my problems, I will now keep myself calm and relaxing. I don't want to take it as a main problem that can make me and my husband quarrelling about misunderstanding. This is the main problem I am facing and happens to myself and I let the people knows about the situation I have. I am the only one to control myself and conquered the depression and other Problems I have in Life.