It is nice to read your journey from since you were young. I am glad to know that you are now back renewing your faith and belief :) I think most of us go thru such phase in life where we tend to lose faith but then come back strong.
the important thing is to believe, have faith, and act in the best way possible, for us and around us.
I definitely agree on this. It's what we do that matters, not what we say :)