I have battled my weight my entire life! I've lost and gained probably 3 adult human beings in my lifetime, in addition to 3 babies I've had. I've weighed as little as 122 pounds and as much as 235. I'm not at my thinnest right now, nor my heaviest either, but it is maddening!
Thank you for sharing your struggles; it's nice to know I'm not alone. Take care and have a lovely day!