Fears and traumas from childhood are the worst to shake off. Especially when we begin to see them take shape where they are not needed. Their effects can be so paralyzing too that we don’t grow out of it.
But those blocks as you called them, kind of make us. We learn to overcome them and become what we thought we couldn’t.
I also feel like running away sometimes. How many times have I cried and just wished to disappear? Plenty! Yet, I stay and face my demons even when I feel like I don’t have the strength. And you my lady, are very strong and you are loved!