These topic touched me so much and it has remembered me the most heartbroken deaths of my 10 months old baby girl and my beloved mother whom passed away by the cold hands of death unsepectedly. I can't control my feeling's and the tears rolling down from my eyes right now. Anyway, let me tell you a little about my lare daughter and mom, then, you read along with me my letters to them.
Death, why my beloved daughter?
On 11th November 2017, i gave birth to a beautiful damsel named Triumphant. It wasn't easy during the time of the pregnancy and labor. That was why i gave her that name. While she was alive, she suffered from one illness to the other. Finally when she might have gotten herself, a little fever took her away from me. I never knew she was going to die because i was trying everything humanly possible to save her life. On September 23rd 2018, she passed away in my arms at the hospital ðŸ˜. I shouted throughout the night to the point that i lost my head and, Triumphant baby couldn't hear my cries. It happened like a dream, i couldn't believe it was true.
My letter to Triumphant
Oh my cherished daughter, my beautiful Angel. You would have been 6 years this month of November. But death has deprived me the privilege to be with you. Well, I can't question God. He knows what is the best for us. I want you to know that i love you and, my happiness is that you died as a cent because you have not committed any sin before you died. Rest until we meet on the resurrection day. I promise to do my utmost to be with you in Paradise.
Mother was gone when i needed her most.
A shocking death of my mother really devastated my life. My late mother died 59 years old. That was about 7 years ago. She unsepectedly died on March 20th and was burried on April 23 2016. When she died, i wasn't aware and my family hided it from me. Then, i was 8 months pregnant with my first Child. But i kept seeing her in my dreams sleeping in an uncompleted building. When I ask her to com in, she will refused. It happened on several occasions and I became so worried about her. So, i had to call my elder sister to confirm if our mom was really okay. When I asked her, her reply was that our mother is in the mortuary ðŸ˜. Oh no who will take care of me when i give birth mom?? I shouted and the neighbors came out to console me. What an unexpected death!!
A letter to my late mother.
Mom, your death caused me lots of sorrow, pains and agony. Each day i remembered you, i cried as if was that day that i heard the news od your shocking death. Among all my sister's, i was the only one that you didn't set your eyes on her children. My daughter Shulamite who was just 8 months in the woomb when you died have asked me about you. When I give birth to my first child, you weren't there to care for me. She was just 6 days old when you were buried. I wish i had power to resurrect tje dead, you and Triumphant would have been alive today. Mom continue to rest until they day the Almighty God will call the dead and you will answer and come back to life again.
Wherever you are, know that i miss you, my child is missing you and all my siblings are missing you. But remember, the resurrection hope have comforted us and we all are working hard to amend our life style in other to meet you when death will be no more. That's in Paradise.