Feelings become lighter but are not lost, nor can they be removed after trying. True feelings sometimes become quite painful for us. Especially in some moments when someone's memory strikes the heart again and again, some old scenes float again and again and even after trying, those feelings cannot be suppressed.
I don't know if any of these feelings have ever worked in you. Or has it ever hurt you? Honestly, due to the long lockdown and office closure due to the corona virus, staying at home all day makes all kinds of feelings work in themselves. Time and time again it floats. In fact, some good moments come to mind again and again during this difficult time. But sadly, it is not possible to go back to that time.
Why is this happening? Why are our feelings floating in front of us again and again? Honestly, we are spending this time very restlessly. We are thinking too much about various issues. We are overwhelmed with worries about our position, the position of our family, the well-being of our loved ones, and our future. Sometimes the bad news around us makes us more restless. This is why we can’t really be too optimistic about the current situation.
And this is why we are losing ourselves to the past again and again, good memories are coming back again and again and we are trying to forget the instability of the present even if it is something. In fact today we are being held captive and forced to keep ourselves captive to the surrounding environment.
Whatever the situation, whether it is good or food, it doesn't matter. Rather the feeling wants to be always energized as its own. Reality may not always give us that opportunity, but we sometimes think anti-reality, but we cannot succeed. Let the feelings be good, let the surroundings be good and let the presence of loved ones be right.
Thanks all for understanding my words.
আমি মোঃ হাফিজ উল্লাহ, চাকুরীজীবী। বাংলাদেশী হিসেবে পরিচয় দিতে গর্ববোধ করি। বাঙালী সংস্কৃতি ও ঐতিহ্য লালন করি। ব্যক্তি স্বাধীনতাকে সমর্থন করি, তবে সর্বদা নিজেকে ব্যতিক্রমধর্মী হিসেবে উপস্থাপন করতে পছন্দ করি। পড়তে, শুনতে এবং লিখতে ভালোবাসি। নিজের মত প্রকাশের এবং অন্যের মতামতকে মূল্যায়নের চেষ্টা করি। ব্যক্তি হিসেবে অলস এবং ভ্রমন প্রিয়।