That’s good you feel relaxed 😌 it takes a while… especially with all that’s going on.it is great you have that feeling.i so know living in a state of high anxiety.
You will make the right choices that feel good for the moment. Trust in yourself.
I am packing up again and will move countries end of the month 🫣 again… !LOL so it’s busy and stressful to organise it all. I understand you in every way.
Take care!