Hello Hive Lovers! Long time no see on blog! I chose the emotions and feelings community at this opportunity to convey my overwhelming feelings. The most important joys, sorrows and great happiness.
Greetings to the members of the emotions and feelings community. I hope you have a good feeling heading into the year-end close. This month is my birth month. So I want to feel special. So, how can I feel special in my birth month? I will share my story with you.
About pain and gain
At the end of the year, I want to close with an overwhelming feeling. So I'm looking back on my life the last few months. The change is very drastic that I feel.
Since my parents went bankrupt when I was going to university. So instead of going to college, I migrated to another city to be more independent and achieve my own success. Since then I have realized that it is reality. Life is full of two sides, sad and happy complementary.
What I believe right now is that there is no happiness without the tears of sadness that we have sacrificed. Why am I discussing about this? It was related to the topic I was discussing at the moment, as well as about my feelings.
Rainy day like a sorrow in my life after my father die
The last few months, I've been going through some tough times. What makes it even more difficult for me is that my wife is also going through hard times. Both lost parents, that's what we faced.
Starting with my father who died, a month later it was followed by my mother-in-law who died. As if it was cloudy and rain only fell on the roof of our house. We couldn't move for a moment.
As a man and also a husband, I have to be stronger emotionally as well as energy. Gotta protect my wife. When my wife cried and looked so down, it was not allowed. From there I started to rise and I felt I had to make my wife feel better.
At that time I just wanted to be the right person God sent for her. I have to be strong.
Like Messy day after losing the person we love
At first I felt like I couldn't get through it all. How could I not, my father had to leave for good after I was not long married. Then followed by my mother-in-law. But no matter how devastated I feel about losing my father, it turns out that my feelings are even more broken when I see my wife sad.
Over time I became aware that no pain no gain. I became more patient and sincere and most importantly I accept everything that life bestows on me and on my wife.
Thanks to my wife
I feel very lucky in the month of my birth I have married my wife. I have found my soul mate, my life partner together through what life bestows on me.
I don't know how my life would be without her at this time. If before I said that I have to protect her and I have to be strong for her, it turns out that she is also stronger than I thought. In the end we both strengthened each other.
It turns out that God sent a woman who also struggles to make me happy. Not only did I fight for her but she also showed her sacrifice for me. It turns out that what the saying goes about love is true. That if we sincerely love someone and try to always give the best for the people we love, then we will also be loved with the right feelings. That's how I feel right now.
I feel over whelming to get a wife like her. Happiness in life is not about how many moments of pleasure we get. Precisely from how strong someone loves and takes care of us and we do the same for that person.
Her hands do not want to let go. It was a moment where I felt the warmth that gave me the energy not to give up.
Thank you to all of you who took the time to read about how I felt in my birth month. If you are with someone you love, don't waste that person. That's for all today, emotions and feelings community.
Thank you for reading my blog. Greetings from Indonesia.
My introduction to HIVE can be read in the following post: @sobatkelana/hello-hive-take-me-exploring
All photos I take using my oppo phone camera.