It's going to be okay, he said, but it were just mere words without any bit of action, I tried, remaining positive, doing my best to cover up his shits and shortcoming, a good woman builds her home they always say, but they forget she is also flesh and blood, who takes care of the good woman when she is down? No one, she is expected to pick herself up and go back to the war front, guiding her all, with all of her might ignoring her wounds, ignoring her feelings, they kept piling up, and she is now unrecognizable, also a shadow of herself, all for the sake of love, Christianity and her good heart which is always taken for granted.
But today, she is letting go of the hurt, misery and pain, she has held on to them long enough, and her heart feels numb now, with no sweetness, no love, no joy, no pain just emptiness, the hurt has dealt with her heavily that she feels nothing more, the guilty don't even care about her feeling. It's time to let go and live the world for yourself and the ones who still value her existence, she needs to start living and stop just existing, don't share your feelings with a hard rock anymore, heck! You can't change an adult, for your sanity let go, to feel again, let go.
Letting go is not a crime, think of it as refreshing your system, what happens when you do that? There is a reset you no longer feel stuck,
it is emptying the entire feeling of hurt, trash, I would like to call it, to make way for good feelings, it's more like healing needed for your inner peace. Don't worry about what you have no control over, look on to the brighter side of life, leave the shady and dark feelings and people behind, go into the light embrace it, you deserve it, and Let go of people and things that hurt you constantly without remorse or guilt, they don't deserve your heart, empty them.
I know it might hurt, but you already hurt enough, don't you think? The world has a whole lot of happiness to offer you than being constantly hurt by one person, your happiness doesn't have to depend on them anymore, be your own happiness, use the energy to love yourself the more, and the more you appreciate yourself, you won't allow yourself to be constantly hurt, set that barrier now, Let go now and enter into a new world of peace, self-love, and happiness.
A piece of my heart to myself and someone out there. Stay protected and let go of hurtful beings.
Thank you for reading❤❤
