acting strong and tough is just not easy, can i be vulnerable for awhile?
can i have happiness for a little?
can i cry?
*sigh
I just wanna let out my frustration, there are just times that i like giving up, a lot is going on in my mind and I just want to cry ...
anyways, this is me resting from work and while looking down i always have a lot of thoughts mostly negative ones which is hard to shake off, but trying my best to fight not to be pessimistic.