Reading this puts me on the edge of crying. Thinking of Avia, thinking of my children, thinking of you and the fear of being threatened to have your child taken away.
I think of Avia living in fear when hearing skidoos passing by, I see a porcelain doll, fragile, on the edge of shelving about to break if the vibrations are too strong and sends her over the edge.
I would like to thank @wwf for aiding you in this unwanted chapter in your life.
You are now both strong, having to face such threats, knowing that they cannot bury you in the ground. The strength you took and have to stand your ground and say NO! That momma bear in you is not hibernating this winter. But is rather inside you to help you.
CPS needs to be the ones who are buried in the ground. There needs to be a better system to protect the children that really need it and not take them away from the families that are good.
In what minds do they have to have armed police officers show up? And even the 2nd time! What is the significance of the fruit and bread?

Silence is peace my friend. I will sit with you again, and we shall let the defining sound of silence fill our ears and fill our lungs with fresh air. Heal and be free!
Love you moma bear! There is no other like you! xxx