<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></title><description><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></description><link>https://ecency.com</link><image><url>https://ecency.com/logo512.png</url><title>RSS Feed</title><link>https://ecency.com</link></image><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Wed, 19 Aug 2026 18:33:21 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://ecency.com/created/judesilentpages/rss.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[May 3, 2026 - Silently Screaming for Closure ]]></title><description><![CDATA[​ May 3, 2026 | 10:24 PM ​Today we celebrated the birthdays of my brother and my aunt. The power went out in the afternoon and didn't come back until 6:00 PM, but during that time, I had company over.]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/may-3-2026-silently-screaming-for-closure</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/may-3-2026-silently-screaming-for-closure</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 06:07:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[May 2, 2026 - ​The Final Script ]]></title><description><![CDATA[​ May 2, 2026 | 9:14 AM ​I woke up this morning at 7:00 AM remembering a dream I had. I immediately wrote it down in my phone's notes, hoping I could just forget about it. But do you know that feeling]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/may-2-2026-the-final-script</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/may-2-2026-the-final-script</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:58:54 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[April 28, 2026 - ​Cursing the Universe]]></title><description><![CDATA[​April 28, 2026 | 3:32 AM ​Thoughts for the day... As I was scrolling through Facebook Reels, a completely random video of someone cleaning a pool made me think of you. It’s funny how a pool can remind]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/april-28-2026-cursing-the-universe</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/april-28-2026-cursing-the-universe</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:53:18 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[April 4 , 2026 - Late night replays]]></title><description><![CDATA[​ April 4, 2026 ​I woke up today at 10:54 PM, immediately heavy with the memory of a sad, painful dream. It was a dream about her again. But it wasn’t the usual scenario where we're together only for her]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/april-4-2026-late-night-replays</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/april-4-2026-late-night-replays</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:40:48 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[March 17, 2026 - Thinking about it is tiring]]></title><description><![CDATA[​March 17, 2026 | 11:40 PM ​As I was about to sleep.... well, trying to sleep... but a flood of thoughts rushed into my mind. And of course, it involves you yet again. ​I found myself thinking about what]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-17-2026-thinking-about-it-is-tiring</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-17-2026-thinking-about-it-is-tiring</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:34:03 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[MARCH 16, 2026 - The Distance Even Dreams Cannot Close]]></title><description><![CDATA[MARCH 16, 2026 - 10:02AM I remember very little about my dream, but I will share it anyway. Normally, I don’t write or record dreams when they involve you, but it stirred something in my heart after I]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-16-2026-the-distance-even-dreams-cannot-close</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-16-2026-the-distance-even-dreams-cannot-close</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:28:42 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[March 2, 2026 - A trip erasing you]]></title><description><![CDATA[March 2, 2026 | 5:51 AM Today I woke up very early to pack because I’m heading to Bohol. As I was getting ready, I stumbled upon an old notebook containing a little diary I used to keep on my tablet. Reading]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-2-2026-a-trip-erasing-you</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/march-2-2026-a-trip-erasing-you</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:18:57 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[​February 29, 2026 - I'm still trying my best]]></title><description><![CDATA[​February 29, 2026 | 9:25 PM ​I was out today, and while I was riding in the car, these thoughts just came to me... ​The love you and I shared was real, and it makes me wonder why it didn't work out. I]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-29-2026-im-still-trying-my-best</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-29-2026-im-still-trying-my-best</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:12:33 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[​February 18, 2026 - Drinking the Pain Away]]></title><description><![CDATA[​ February 18, 2026 — 5:28 PM ​I’m typing this while listening to that AI song, "I Still Believe in Loving You" by Sarah G. The tears are already falling down my cheeks, knowing I’m about to]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-18-2026-drinking-the-pain-away</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-18-2026-drinking-the-pain-away</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 05:03:33 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[​February 10, 2026 - A Heart Bursting with Yearning]]></title><description><![CDATA[February 10, 2026 — 3:17 AM "As Time Goes By" sung by Gwyneth Dorado popped up on my FYP again. I still remember crying the very first time I heard it, especially once I really paid attention]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-10-2026-a-heart-bursting-with-yearning</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-10-2026-a-heart-bursting-with-yearning</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 04:36:30 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[February 9, 2026 - The Coldness in the air]]></title><description><![CDATA[February 9, 2026 — 6:28 a.m I remembered my dream this morning, a painful one, honestly. It’s the kind I wish I could forget, but somehow it forced itself back into my mind. It felt like being drunk and]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-9-2026-the-coldness-in-the-air</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-9-2026-the-coldness-in-the-air</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 09 Jul 2026 03:34:45 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[February 6, 2026 - Closure for One]]></title><description><![CDATA[February 6, 2026 — 1:11 a.m. As I was scrolling through my FYP on TikTok, I came across a video featuring the song “Baliw na Puso” sung by an AI, and I found myself watching and listening to it. Beyond]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-6-2026-closure-for-one</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-6-2026-closure-for-one</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 03:33:39 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[February 5, 2026 - The Returning Character, The Unreturning Love]]></title><description><![CDATA[February 5, 2026, 6:18 AM I watched The Longest Ride yesterday, February 4, 2026. There was a part where Ruth was leaving Ira. He didn’t stop her, but in the following scenes, Ruth came back. I found myself]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-5-2026-the-returning-character-the-unreturning-love</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/february-5-2026-the-returning-character-the-unreturning-love</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 03:26:30 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[January 18. 2026 - The Unannounced Visitor]]></title><description><![CDATA[January 18, 2026 — 1:24 AM As I work on my painting, I remember what I dreamed about yesterday evening. I must have bottled things up and overthought everything to the point that my subconscious replayed]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-18-2026-the-unannounced-visitor</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-18-2026-the-unannounced-visitor</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 03:14:39 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[January 14, 2026 - The Art of Hating What I Love]]></title><description><![CDATA[January 14, 2026, 7:00 AM As I was writing down the diaries I have been doing in this tablet of mine, at first I couldn't believe what I'm saying and feeling. It had me confused, but at the same time happy]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-14-2026-the-art-of-hating-what-i-love</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-14-2026-the-art-of-hating-what-i-love</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 02:57:42 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[January 11, 2026 - The Signature of My Pain]]></title><description><![CDATA[January 11, 2026, 2:36 AM I’ll just cry it out... Today, I am thinking of you. I'm listening to a mellow song that sways my heart, pulling my thoughts right back to you. Your memories are still what I]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-11-2026-the-signature-of-my-pain</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/january-11-2026-the-signature-of-my-pain</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2026 02:35:06 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[December 19, 2025 - I winced as i remember]]></title><description><![CDATA[December 19, 2025 | 8:55AM Watching Gundam SEED in English dub while painting. It brought back a painful memory sleeping just to escape the hurt, only to wake up to the reality that you’re gone. I remember]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-19-2025-i-winced-as-i-remember</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-19-2025-i-winced-as-i-remember</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2026 01:42:33 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[December 10, 2025 - A Dead Love in the Air]]></title><description><![CDATA[December 10, 2025 | 7:53 AM As I was playing ML, I couldn't help but think of you. It still stings my heart to think about everything that happened. Even though it's not exactly a fresh breakup anymore,]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-10-2025-a-dead-love-in-the-air</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-10-2025-a-dead-love-in-the-air</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2026 01:07:48 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[December 12, 2025 - A Mind Not Yet Free]]></title><description><![CDATA[December 12, 2025 I woke up early and had breakfast while waiting for the power to come back on. After that, I went back to my room, cleared off my table, and set up my 3x3 ft. canvas to start painting.]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-12-2025-a-mind-not-yet-free</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-12-2025-a-mind-not-yet-free</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2026 00:57:39 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[DECEMBER 06, 2024 - Fast Forward The Healing Please?]]></title><description><![CDATA[DECEMBER 06, 2024 10:58AM I dreamed of you last night, but you felt so far from me. I’m always caught off guard when you appear in my dreams, and there’s always this space between us that I can’t seem]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-06-2024-fast-forward-the-healing-please</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@judesilentpages/december-06-2024-fast-forward-the-healing-please</guid><category><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[judesilentpages]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2026 07:11:39 GMT</pubDate></item></channel></rss>