I don't tend to think ahead much, yet I tend to know what will be ahead.
The things that usually occur are the things I only ponder in my head, maybe it is a self-fulfilling prophecy that I keep secret. Then again it could just be a red-herring. I may have public plans, depends how they come about, because sometimes plans are not your own or they don't really concern the public so whatever plan they like can be the plan and I will just go with the more realistic version in my head.
Anyway that is enough about planning. This year is starting with me kind of having a blank slate, not very blank, as blank as a hobos I guess. Whatever I do next will keep me from graduating to homelessness I imagine, but even that seems like a whole lot of unnecessary "what if" and that is just exhausting.
I do many things to avoid wasting energy on "what if" instead I waste energy on rumination which at least does require me to do too much.
Anyway, I guess this is a have a good new year thingy post. Ciao.