A suggestion for a good reading, listening or watch, gives you more IMO than some of the personal experiences that I saw here (not all of them).
Before the change of the posting rules on monday, I want to share some docus that I think you should watch.
Milton William "Bill" Cooper (May 6, 1943 – November 6, 2001) was an American conspiracy theorist, radio broadcaster, and author best known for his 1991 book Behold a Pale Horse, in which he warned of multiple global conspiracies, some involving extraterrestrial aliens.