For most of my life I've hated myself. More than two-thirds, actually.
I literally only started loving myself two and a half years ago. Okay, Okay, I probably loved myself a bit as a child, but I know that didn't last long.
For now though, let's skip all the pain I've experienced and let's focus on the love, k?
I will fucking eat you. I'm tall, queer, beautiful and divine and I love like no other, but I will fucking eat you. Why? Because I love myself more than I ever have. I love myself so much that I feel like a literal divine being and have found so much depth and richness in my internal universe that I refuse to take shit from any entity whatsoever.
Somewhere after coming out I found something terrible in me, the way the cosmos is terrible but you can't stop being in awe of it. You know that planets are ripped asunder for no other reason than because they can be, but you LOVE it. It is the most beautiful thing you have ever witnessed and you know it. I found that same force and awe inside myself. So yes, I will fucking eat you if you try to take that from me.
Don't get me wrong. It's likely that most of you who will read this will be people who know and love me and rest assured, I love you back. I will tear apart the earth for you, I will crush anyone who dares to hurt you. I will heal your wounds and sing the sorrow out of you. I will remind you that life is beautiful and I truly believe that my purpose here is to awaken the magic inside each and every one of you.
But, I am a force of nature.
I am queer and divine.
I will be torn apart by the void and spat out the other side only to do it again.
And I will fucking eat you.
