<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></title><description><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></description><link>https://ecency.com</link><image><url>https://ecency.com/logo512.png</url><title>RSS Feed</title><link>https://ecency.com</link></image><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Thu, 01 Oct 2026 19:48:19 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[Shots]]></title><description><![CDATA[There's a loaded pistol and a bottle of whiskey on my nightstand. One is for peace of mind and the other is for silencing the demons in my head, but a lot of times I'm so swallowed up in despair that I]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/shots</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/shots</guid><category><![CDATA[hive-150329]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 23 Aug 2023 20:55:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32PMwpFo35cX5yP1cjY9ADm3MuXB6FYbsEccxBxMXALUdq5XwmFDdkBuUdhbKEVg134VgypdhzkpP4W1tLWCcHRXdWBG?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Switch it]]></title><description><![CDATA[The loneliness is so often overpowering. I wake up in an empty bed once again as I've done for most of my adult life and then I make coffee and breakfast for one. I have no texts to respond to and the]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/switch-it</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/switch-it</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 30 Apr 2023 02:35:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32Nx9154RCu8Gzv1upkzySwuUzhxBKcpB93XC7BWjMNtyhDPNeBtKzrYkYXH3ZLdihAoSEVwJ2XvuTJsn82MKii9BCu4?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Re: we three]]></title><description><![CDATA[You could say she's a character, and you wouldn't be wrong, but you'd also be not quite right, because she's really three characters in one. This isn't the first I've written re: dissociative identity]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/re-we-three</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/re-we-three</guid><category><![CDATA[hive-161465]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 15 Apr 2023 02:46:45 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32Ny7LyFYEUP1pUHb2CQ3YqEWgTcbHzJyFsSxf8u8vUqa7Xt72BjezUnWL84MFfbrpuzb7qLnbWbeoz1HSQ5QsFone7G?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[A few suggestions for how to have a perfect day]]></title><description><![CDATA[Awaken at sunrise to the sudden stun-drum alarm of woodpeckers warming up for battle — self-extract from a zero-degree bag and exit a two-person tent that seldom shelters more than one — and pitch a few]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/a-few-suggestions-for-how-to-have-a-perfect-day</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/a-few-suggestions-for-how-to-have-a-perfect-day</guid><category><![CDATA[hive-161465]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 13 Apr 2023 01:10:48 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32PGUhpGqALb5HCTWDuZmF9t4ZLnZbvGEUzD6UwJx9513mRfeVFqCzwcc8se2eCfCCAMsMDnJFGRg8KwVw5MNDVTF2dk?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Game Boy // Reeling from the feeling of being]]></title><description><![CDATA[Reeling from the feeling of being so unbelievably empty inside and sad to be alive, he lashes out against his unhealthy mind and cries out for help, but there is no one near to hear. His mind is fine with]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/game-boy-reeling-from-the-feeling-of-being</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/game-boy-reeling-from-the-feeling-of-being</guid><category><![CDATA[hive-161465]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 11 Apr 2023 03:20:33 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32NxvU9uSN4VvRkp3ro72XhcMnGVYFahtnJDNGDP9ZX69rdytVQmvcqP31XQGwb1Tw78pyBGg9i17QCpGnkZaYpMu4NS?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[A few stupid lines about yes, maybe, and no]]></title><description><![CDATA[You could do better but you choose to do worse instead and when worse comes to worst you blame fate and find a bottle to forget. This is madness, she said. And he said, yes. You could get help but you]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/a-few-stupid-lines-about-yes-maybe-and-no</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/a-few-stupid-lines-about-yes-maybe-and-no</guid><category><![CDATA[hive-161465]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 10 Apr 2023 03:05:06 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32PNQawYTLBNfgpe5KQaHYd9Mi33RrEuU2QSFiTv5ZXN1cPCmBsv4KQDovrQyACUkJeAgwdP7rXRogwoPDTvAPATppAA?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Happiness everlasting]]></title><description><![CDATA[There is very little of value left to gamble with, he realized. 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Just another nameless man in step with the rest of the desperate millions, at home for now but not for long, because with him the heart is never really alright with]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/bender-neverending-whatever-the-man-in-the-mirror-says</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/bender-neverending-whatever-the-man-in-the-mirror-says</guid><category><![CDATA[hive-161465]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 25 Mar 2023 02:04:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32PNJndPqiKRFEfMKKBRvmWKAqm3nB2qF3SpPE3QGToFegDnEPxD5tbMWRu626hzwzuvEXCLS9RA1YE1kJU4xTeuDebY?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[A panic attack in Kansas]]></title><description><![CDATA[The wind is so wild when he steps out of the car that he almost falls over. Didn’t believe them when they said it would feel like negative twenty out here today, but what do you know I guess they were]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/a-panic-attack-in-kansas</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/a-panic-attack-in-kansas</guid><category><![CDATA[hive-170798]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 12 Mar 2023 14:32:03 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32PJLc7o8KkvBk5YrtAzmSUcVtHakX96nFopZqd4RBgBpwHm3e7rCbgmJAiNVQNcTyvojVNHwPC8JYnvYgxNeFeb11hQ?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[A quick description of depression]]></title><description><![CDATA[Drinking three Dark Stars, driving to the Salida Gunshop, buying a CZ P-75 and 100 rounds, driving to Cellar Wine & Spirits, buying a six-pack of Yeti, drinking all six said yetis while driving over]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/a-quick-description-of-depression</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/a-quick-description-of-depression</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 13 Dec 2022 21:55:15 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32PN3jTpsa8V8WMaKwr2jeMWSjJBLy9geY91sfLejXzyqd1ag6qNYqvPMh1Phpbob8T9Ui18yrca7nbX9pyeboqGdvDC?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[In which I went for a lesson in self-preservation]]></title><description><![CDATA[I went to the café to try and get some work done, and to give my social anxiety something to contemplate directly face to face, but after three cups of coffee and zero units of progress on the project]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/in-which-i-went-for-a-lesson-in-self-preservation</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/in-which-i-went-for-a-lesson-in-self-preservation</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 12 Nov 2022 04:53:03 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32PKQDtSQ1rJXmHgWJVXtJpN4kv1VhXqash8ynvSQsYGapdgXn1eEbf4X2Jja6WqFWj4gKX4xC33vQtQMev5Ltj3W8YW?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[He who risked wishful thinking under the influence]]></title><description><![CDATA[The sad man sat down and began to write: I wish my hands didn't hurt so much every morning I wish the mice and black widow spiders would stop coming inside, this is my house go away you vermin I wish winter]]></description><link>https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/he-who-risked-wishful-thinking-under-the-influence</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://ecency.com/@unholyghost/he-who-risked-wishful-thinking-under-the-influence</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[unholyghost]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 09 Nov 2022 19:26:45 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVecs4xkhd5EvhidWEEBnn9tCVDBkBhQpUFvab78MhbU1Vv8mBcQrLwSnJp4Ze32PJbAPDG9suRnat1gpWhMMXzN217erj1LBps7CP9zUkVjyfQUMGt3B7xavtGFeuGbrHT99hgVWBxm3znMQouh4M8E22?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Cracks at the edge where the exit is]]></title><description><![CDATA[Excavate the ancient layers of an old man's mind to find a slowly dying lifetime of sadness cracks and unglad blackish scars inside the ill mental earth in question. 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